30 Weeks

Slightly Disappointed

Since there are so many woman in the ward that are pregnant it is kinda taking all the fun out of being pregnant especially since its my first time. I also happened to be the only one with this as their first baby. I have waited a long time to have this baby pretty much my whole life. I think it is such a divine calling to know that the Lord trusts you with one of his spirits. I'm going to admit that i do like a little attention and I was kinda hoping more people would care and be interested. I know that some truly do care. they ask how I'm doing and truly want to know the answer but, most don't really want to know how you actually feel. Unfortunately, with so many and three of us due on the same day I cant blame them. I think the most disappointing comment i get of all is " you don't even look pregnant" which is like what are you saying I've always been fat!! I'm not uncomfortable by any means as far as being pregnant and "large" because in reality I'm not that large. Last time I checked I only had gained 9 Lbs which in 7 months makes me feel pretty good since i was totally freaking out about gaining too much weight and being totally huge. but it makes me feel like I was huge before i got pregnant when people say that I don't even "Look" pregnant. So for those who say I don't look pregnant here's the comparison:

14 Weeks & 26 Weeks